He Lived Next Door by Portia Moore
Title: He Lived Next Door
Author: Portia Moore
Release Date: May 31st 2017
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There are ugly truths
and pretty lies.
When I lost them
I chose neither.
I wrapped myself in silence.
My husband, my best friend, became a stranger who gave up.
Then....
He moved next door, and everything changed.
You think you know this story,
but you don't.
Be careful what you ask for because the answer may not come the way you think.
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Prologue
Bryce
Five Years Ago
I knew I was in love with her the second I heard her voice.
It was meant to be. Fate that Jax left his book at our
apartment and I felt like not being a jerk-off and brought it to him, fate that I arrived early to his class
and stepped in the lecture hall out of boredom, and fate that I came in
at the exact right time to hear her words. Words I’d replay in my mind well
after today.
apartment and I felt like not being a jerk-off and brought it to him, fate that I arrived early to his class
and stepped in the lecture hall out of boredom, and fate that I came in
at the exact right time to hear her words. Words I’d replay in my mind well
after today.
“You can’t know someone’s story without reading the pages of their
book.”
book.”
They were so simple, but they imprinted on my thoughts. Her voice
replayed in my mind even when I wanted to shake her from it.
replayed in my mind even when I wanted to shake her from it.
It was a moment.
The moment, the
slice of time in life, when you know, its existence will change the course of every
moment after.
slice of time in life, when you know, its existence will change the course of every
moment after.
I stay the rest of the class. I want her to speak again. I’m anxious
as others ask questions and the professor drones on, everything that comes
after is unimportant, and each person that speaks does so with words that
aren’t as eloquent as hers; their voices aren’t as beautiful. I’m about to risk
looking like a crazy stalker and walking right down to where she is when the
professor ends class. When Jax comes out I corner him and ask him about her. He
looks at me as if I’m crazy, so I run toward the crowd of students leaving his
classroom. He grabs my arm to stop me.
as others ask questions and the professor drones on, everything that comes
after is unimportant, and each person that speaks does so with words that
aren’t as eloquent as hers; their voices aren’t as beautiful. I’m about to risk
looking like a crazy stalker and walking right down to where she is when the
professor ends class. When Jax comes out I corner him and ask him about her. He
looks at me as if I’m crazy, so I run toward the crowd of students leaving his
classroom. He grabs my arm to stop me.
“I heard
her say it in your class and you don’t know who she is, so I have to find her,”
I tell him manically.
her say it in your class and you don’t know who she is, so I have to find her,”
I tell him manically.
He lets out a frustrated groan because he knows I’ve gone from zero to
a hundred. That doesn’t happen often, but when it does, that’s it. I’d run
through a wall. We’ve been best friends since our sophomore year of high
school, so he knows when there’s no stopping me and he might as well jump on
board.
a hundred. That doesn’t happen often, but when it does, that’s it. I’d run
through a wall. We’ve been best friends since our sophomore year of high
school, so he knows when there’s no stopping me and he might as well jump on
board.
I hurry down the hallway, trying to catch her even though I have no
clue what she looks like. The hall is flooded with students leaving their
classes. I rush out the main door and stand by it, hoping she’ll be talking and
I’ll recognize her voice. I search each girl’s face as they pile outside. Some
smile at me and I make sure to give each one my best charming smile in case
it’s her.
clue what she looks like. The hall is flooded with students leaving their
classes. I rush out the main door and stand by it, hoping she’ll be talking and
I’ll recognize her voice. I search each girl’s face as they pile outside. Some
smile at me and I make sure to give each one my best charming smile in case
it’s her.
“You’ve lost it.” Jax chuckles, and when I don’t answer, he looks at
me as if I’ve lost my mind.
me as if I’ve lost my mind.
Maybe I have lost my mind, because you’re crazy to come to a dead stop
on one of the busiest streets in Chicago—not to mention on a Monday, where even
a slight stroll can get you trampled or knocked over.
on one of the busiest streets in Chicago—not to mention on a Monday, where even
a slight stroll can get you trampled or knocked over.
“I’ve got to find
whoever said that,” I tell him again.
whoever said that,” I tell him again.
He covers his face as I search through the crowd. “I told you I could
just ask at my next class.” He sounds annoyed but slightly amused.
just ask at my next class.” He sounds annoyed but slightly amused.
“No, you’ll only half-ass it.” I wave him off, and he nods in defeat.
“You didn’t even
get a glimpse of what she looked like. She could be dog-faced, man.”
get a glimpse of what she looked like. She could be dog-faced, man.”
I give him the middle finger and weave through the crowd of people.
But the voice is gone, disappeared into a sea of conversations and street
noises.
But the voice is gone, disappeared into a sea of conversations and street
noises.
“Ugh!” I yell in
frustration, gripping my head and avoiding people rushing to their next destination.
frustration, gripping my head and avoiding people rushing to their next destination.
It’s a cold day here in Chicago, and being close to the lake has made
the cold wind bone-chilling. That makes it worse for me, since people are not
only in a hurry to get where they’re going, but to get off the street to
somewhere warm. Panic creeps up my chest. What if I never find her? It’ll drive
me crazy.
the cold wind bone-chilling. That makes it worse for me, since people are not
only in a hurry to get where they’re going, but to get off the street to
somewhere warm. Panic creeps up my chest. What if I never find her? It’ll drive
me crazy.
“I’ve got to find her,” I tell Jax again, feeling anxiousness course
through me. I look around and spot a mailbox and newspaper box. I slither
through the crowd and climb on top of it. “Attention, everyone, attention,
please! In…”
through me. I look around and spot a mailbox and newspaper box. I slither
through the crowd and climb on top of it. “Attention, everyone, attention,
please! In…”
I turn to Jax and ask his professor’s name. He tells me, begrudgingly.
“In Professor Garrison’s class, who said, ‘You can’t know someone’s
story without reading the pages of their book’?”
story without reading the pages of their book’?”
Of course no one says anything.
“You can’t know
someone’s story without reading the pages of their book!” I yell again.
someone’s story without reading the pages of their book!” I yell again.
I get a couple of glances and giggles from the crowd, but most
people keep walking. People in downtown Chicago are accustomed to outrageous,
outlandish behavior, and most don’t pay me any
attention. I shout it again, and soon Jax is shouting it with me. Even if he is
shaking his head in disdain, he’s used to my ridiculousness, and what’s a
friendship if you can’t be ridiculous together?
people keep walking. People in downtown Chicago are accustomed to outrageous,
outlandish behavior, and most don’t pay me any
attention. I shout it again, and soon Jax is shouting it with me. Even if he is
shaking his head in disdain, he’s used to my ridiculousness, and what’s a
friendship if you can’t be ridiculous together?
“If you said that,
I have to talk to you,” I shout, and I sound desperate even to myself but I
don’t care, I have to know her.
I have to talk to you,” I shout, and I sound desperate even to myself but I
don’t care, I have to know her.
We shout together, this time garnering more attention. After about
five minutes, I look at Jax, whose face is red from the cold. I begrudgingly
get down off the mailbox.
five minutes, I look at Jax, whose face is red from the cold. I begrudgingly
get down off the mailbox.
“We’re done, Jax,”
I tell him.
I tell him.
He looks completely relieved. “What were we just acting like two
maniacs for?”
maniacs for?”
“You know me. I’m
an idiot sometimes.” I sigh in defeat.
an idiot sometimes.” I sigh in defeat.
“Uhm, I think you
guys were looking for me maybe?”
guys were looking for me maybe?”
It’s the voice! My blood warms up, but I hesitate, because I’m
almost afraid to see who said it, whose voice grabbed my heart and didn’t let
go. Am I really ready to hand it over to someone? I haven’t even let a girl
borrow it, but this girl stole it and had it in her keeping before I’d
even seen her face. Jax is facing her already and his eyebrows are raised, his
smile big and goofy as it always is when he sees a cute girl, and I know she’s
not a ‘dog-face’.
almost afraid to see who said it, whose voice grabbed my heart and didn’t let
go. Am I really ready to hand it over to someone? I haven’t even let a girl
borrow it, but this girl stole it and had it in her keeping before I’d
even seen her face. Jax is facing her already and his eyebrows are raised, his
smile big and goofy as it always is when he sees a cute girl, and I know she’s
not a ‘dog-face’.
“This guy here,
actually,” he says begrudgingly, patting my shoulder.
actually,” he says begrudgingly, patting my shoulder.
I take a deep breath and turn around. My heart slams against my rib
cage. She’s beautiful, totally and completely. Her cheeks and nose are red, but
the rest of her skin is flawless, not one blemish. Long blond hair pours from
underneath her hood. Her eyes are big and bright and the color of honey, and
her lips are exactly how I imagined them, perfect, plumped and curved into a
grin. Next to her is an older woman who has to be her mother. They have the
exact same eyes, and her mother’s hair is just a tad darker. She looks annoyed
and skeptical, her gaze darting between Jax and me.
cage. She’s beautiful, totally and completely. Her cheeks and nose are red, but
the rest of her skin is flawless, not one blemish. Long blond hair pours from
underneath her hood. Her eyes are big and bright and the color of honey, and
her lips are exactly how I imagined them, perfect, plumped and curved into a
grin. Next to her is an older woman who has to be her mother. They have the
exact same eyes, and her mother’s hair is just a tad darker. She looks annoyed
and skeptical, her gaze darting between Jax and me.
“Say something,
Romeo,” Jax says in my ear before giving me a hard elbow to my ribs.
Romeo,” Jax says in my ear before giving me a hard elbow to my ribs.
“You, you said
that, what I was yelling earlier?” I ask even though I know it was her.
that, what I was yelling earlier?” I ask even though I know it was her.
She nods nervously. Her pink lips have a gloss over them and they’re
pursed, lips I imagine kissing a thousand times. There’s a hint of a smile on
them, and I’m praying she doesn’t smile fully because it might stop my heart.
pursed, lips I imagine kissing a thousand times. There’s a hint of a smile on
them, and I’m praying she doesn’t smile fully because it might stop my heart.
“What do you
gentlemen want?” her mom chimes in. She sounds completely irritated and that
should scare me out of what I’m about to say next, but it doesn’t.
gentlemen want?” her mom chimes in. She sounds completely irritated and that
should scare me out of what I’m about to say next, but it doesn’t.
“I-I had to know
whose voice said those words because I fell in love with it.” I feel her mother
scowling at me, but it doesn’t matter. She smiles, and I have to remind
myself to breathe. Our eyes lock, and she stares into mine, studying me. I want
to be her open book.
whose voice said those words because I fell in love with it.” I feel her mother
scowling at me, but it doesn’t matter. She smiles, and I have to remind
myself to breathe. Our eyes lock, and she stares into mine, studying me. I want
to be her open book.
“Do you guys want
money? Is that what this is about? Because there are much easier ways,” her
mother interjects angrily.
money? Is that what this is about? Because there are much easier ways,” her
mother interjects angrily.
“We don’t want any
money, ma’am. If we were paid to do this, I’d have made sure he came up with a
much better line.” Jax is trying to lighten the mood using his easygoing charm,
but I don’t even know if it’s working because all I see is her.
money, ma’am. If we were paid to do this, I’d have made sure he came up with a
much better line.” Jax is trying to lighten the mood using his easygoing charm,
but I don’t even know if it’s working because all I see is her.
She glances at
Jax briefly before her eyes return to mine.
Jax briefly before her eyes return to mine.
“I’m Chassidy.”
She stretches her
hand out and I take it, gripping it in both of mine. I feel it, what my dad
said I’d feel when I met the one. It’s a culmination of excitement, euphoria,
and fear all wrapped up in one, traveling to every part of my body, making me
light and dizzy.
hand out and I take it, gripping it in both of mine. I feel it, what my dad
said I’d feel when I met the one. It’s a culmination of excitement, euphoria,
and fear all wrapped up in one, traveling to every part of my body, making me
light and dizzy.
“You have to let
me take you out,” I say, realizing how desperate I sound.
me take you out,” I say, realizing how desperate I sound.
“What if she’s
married, young man?” her mom asks.
married, young man?” her mom asks.
My heart drops.
Why wouldn’t she be married? She’s beautiful and smart. She looks about twenty,
but still, I know it’s possible.
Why wouldn’t she be married? She’s beautiful and smart. She looks about twenty,
but still, I know it’s possible.
“Then my heart
would be broken.”
would be broken.”
She rolls her
eyes, but Chassidy squeezes my hand.
eyes, but Chassidy squeezes my hand.
“I’m not married.”
With her words,
my face breaks into one of the biggest smiles I’ve ever experienced. She
blushes, her skin turning the color her nose and cheeks are from the cold. I
want to make her blush like that every day.
my face breaks into one of the biggest smiles I’ve ever experienced. She
blushes, her skin turning the color her nose and cheeks are from the cold. I
want to make her blush like that every day.
“Let me take you
out,” I say.
out,” I say.
She’s smiling,
but I can tell she’s still skeptical.
but I can tell she’s still skeptical.
“Anywhere you want,
whenever you want. You can even bring your mom,” I say, gripping her hand
tighter, and she laughs.
whenever you want. You can even bring your mom,” I say, gripping her hand
tighter, and she laughs.
“You bet I’d be
there if she considered going anywhere with some man she met off the street,
even if he does look like you.”
there if she considered going anywhere with some man she met off the street,
even if he does look like you.”
She has a special
sort of talent to make a compliment sound like an insult.
sort of talent to make a compliment sound like an insult.
“Mom,” Chassidy
says tightly, her smile disappearing into a hard frown.
says tightly, her smile disappearing into a hard frown.
“I can vouch that
he’s not crazy… even though he has a tendency to do crazy things,” Jax adds.
he’s not crazy… even though he has a tendency to do crazy things,” Jax adds.
“What’s your name,
Prince Charming?” Chassidy asks. The rough tone she used with her mother is
gone, back to the voice that caused all of this calamity.
Prince Charming?” Chassidy asks. The rough tone she used with her mother is
gone, back to the voice that caused all of this calamity.
“Bryce, but you
can call me whatever you want,” I tell her, finally letting her hand go.
can call me whatever you want,” I tell her, finally letting her hand go.
“Bryce what?” her
mom asks pointedly.
mom asks pointedly.
“Daniels, ma’am,”
I tell her mother, whose eyes look as if they’re going to set me on fire. It’s
surreal how much they look alike but how hard and angry her mom seems compared
to her daughter.
I tell her mother, whose eyes look as if they’re going to set me on fire. It’s
surreal how much they look alike but how hard and angry her mom seems compared
to her daughter.
“Just exchange
numbers so we can get out of this Godforsaken weather,” her mom demands.
numbers so we can get out of this Godforsaken weather,” her mom demands.
I frantically
search for my phone, and Jackson hands me his. She tells me her number, and I
put it in his phone and call it, and hers lights up. As soon as it does, her
mother takes her arm and starts to pull her away.
search for my phone, and Jackson hands me his. She tells me her number, and I
put it in his phone and call it, and hers lights up. As soon as it does, her
mother takes her arm and starts to pull her away.
“It was nice meeting
you Bryce,” she says over her shoulder, throwing me a smile I’ll never forget.
you Bryce,” she says over her shoulder, throwing me a smile I’ll never forget.
“You better have
been worth this,” her mom snaps at us before they join the herd of people.
been worth this,” her mom snaps at us before they join the herd of people.
“What the hell was
that?” Jackson asks.
that?” Jackson asks.
I just smile,
staring at her number in his phone. “That was my future wife.”
staring at her number in his phone. “That was my future wife.”
I'm obsessed with blowing kisses. I guess that makes me a romantic. I love books and cute boys and reading about cute boys in books. I'm infatuated with the glamour girls of the past: Audrey, Dorothy, Marilyn & Elizabeth.
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